So, its been awhile... Yeah a long while.... Sprink Break has started! No school.. cant get any better. Im so tired these days. You know what bothers me.. when people talk about how horrible other people are.. but yet they act the same way. You can't say something about someone if you act the same way.. or even worse. Some people just really bother me. Well im gonna go.. have fun tonight.. later-

                                                              crystal

So far this weekend, I GOT MY PROM DRESS... Im so excited now. I've worked long ass hours, but its money. Last night went to Chere's and had fun, it was intresting but fun to be around old friends. Kyle was back in town and stopped by for awhile, with his friends. That was nice. Today went to work till about 2. Then Ak came over and we went to order his Tux. Im so excited for Prom, but i still have so much to do and it feels like i have no time for it. Yeah. Next week BASEBALL starts, i cant wait. I've been looking foward to this for a while now. And its Joe's last year, lets hope its a good year. Well im off to go do something.

                                               crystal

Man, I cant believe its been a whole year tom. I dont know how i've been able to do this. Im tired of holding all my feelings inside of me but i dont know what else to do. I  miss her so much. It seems like everyday im wishing she'd come bouncing in my house as usual. This has really been hard for me, I dont know what to do, I dont know how ive been able to do what i have without her here. I do hope to see her sometime, my mom tells me she sees a lot of her in me and im glad, because she's still here with me in so many ways. I just wish there was some way to bring her back, so i could have that someone to talk to whenever i wanted.

                                                crystal

Well, its Friday not too many exciting things this weekend to do but work. I'm dreading this coming week, why, because i dont think i can handle this again. I've never stopped thinking about her, why would I, she was my bestfriend. She was always there for me and we always had fun, im not doing too great without her here by my side. I feel empty.Why did it have to be my bestfriend, i've never understood that. Im scared, i just wish she was here with me, helping me.

 This was depressing i know, i just dont know how im going to do this. I dont want Tuesday to come.

                                           -crystal

So, i haven't updated in a long time. Yesterday Whitney and I played catch, it was a lot of fun.I can't believe how much i miss softball. I can't wait to play for the Highschool . It makes me sad since i'll only be able to play it one year, but we'll make the best of it. I mean with all the fun me Bre Whitney and Madi had, im sure we'll still have fun and be good. But too bad Madi wont be playing tho. I just cant wait. Im also very excited about Joe playing baseball. I love watching my brothers play ball its something ive done forever and its Joe's senior year and after his eye surgery which didnt let him finish last season, I believe he's ready to finish out good. I cant wait for games, I even think im keeping stats, even better i know. I LOVE THE SPRING. BASEBALL AND SOFTBALL. I couldn't ask for anything better!

                                                     -crystal